this.is.mee. [part duex]

so i randomly stumbled upon a past entry. entitled 
this.is.mee
it was basically me talking about me. and my current goings. so ive decided to do it again.




this.is.mee.


here i am. back again. since i wrote my past this.is.mee quite a few things have changed.
i am older. almost two years older actually. im coming close to the age of 23. oh what a life im living. 
i still smile. nonstop. that will never change. my urge to cry every 5 seconds has stopped however. i have a child now, her name is farren. and she is the best car a mommy could have. when im feeling down. i can hop in my car, and just drive for hours. when i have enough gas. dance is still one of the most important things in my life. im in a dance crew called ambychun. were pretty much a big deal. my bigs. chavall and audrey. they keep me sane. speaking of friends. its been a crazy year. i love my girls though. brittany. javona. melanie. jayme. jasmine. erin. janine. my fake lil sisters are still in there tho. kalea. dani. unique. franny. speaking of sisters. my sissys. id kill for them. cherish brya & ayalah. i still have an addiction to shopping. however. with this paycheck & these bills. my shopping habits have been put on hold. im also back in school. university of maryland to be exact. im grinding. like i promised myself i would. i also stay home on friday nights. im becoming an old lady. but thats fine. seeing as i found the love of my life. jordan is my bestfriend and my boyfriend. it hasnt even been a year yet. but i know this is something that will go far. i can honestly say. a boyfriend has never made me as happy as he does. imma sucker for kisses and cuddling. i could sit in the house and watch movies with him all day long. && i love how we can act like kiddies together. *sapp* anyways. im still working with the kiddies. hoping to find another place of work. but for right now. im coping. i have started going to church more often from the last time i wrote this. i have a pet fish. her name is purple. i still love my iphone & i would still cry if i lost it. again. im in love with pink lipstick. ive been wearing it since high school. before nicki minaj knew she was nicki minaj. by the way. i love her. alot. ive gotten my phototagraphy inspiration back. im saving for a fancy camera. then ill be great. music has become even more important to me than its always been. ive learned how to stretch pennies like its nobodys business. ive been told ill be a great mommy some day. and im happy to see a happy. better. happy. silly. & happy. me.