alwaysgold. for short.
im sweet & i try to be to the point. i laugh. i cry. i smile. mostly smile. even when i feel like crying. i live in fortwash. but i always tell ppl im from suitland. i was there for 16 out of my 21 years of living. might as well rep it. i love my fam[ily]. they are the worst/best thing in my life. im always there for them. id do anything for my sissy.cherish. as well as my other 2 sissy's brya & ayalah. and my lil bruva romelo. my best friends. they're my life.jasmine. brittany. chavall. javona. bernadette. janine. rhamie. darlisa. my fake.lil sisters. franny. donne. dani. niki. i love them all. i love to dance. ive been in love with the spotlight since i was 4. ive been kicked out of ballet class twice. && i lost count how many times i faked sicke to skipp ballet. modern&hiphop is my life. music speaks to me. in every way possible. im half black and half filipino [for short] im mixed with so much isht. im a mut. i love filipino food. =) i wish i knew how to speak tagalog. p.s im gladd my tita doesn't live in manila right now. i have a love life. but its slowly going downhill. i can cry at the drop of a hat. im very emotional. but a hug and a smile from the one i love the most can make me feel better. ive been in love with this one guy for 3 years. but everybody knows hes doing me wrong. but at the same time he keeps trying to stay and make me feel like we're gonna work out. so now im fighting with myself to stay[or]go. im addicted to shopping. retail therapy. i can get in my car and drive for hours if i wanted to. i wanna live on a beach. and forget about my problems. im taking a break from school. not by choice. its grinding season. and im determined to graduate. im also determined to end up my favorite color. anyways. i love to sing. i can block out the world if i really wanted to. if i ever lost my phone i would cry. ive done it before. and i did. did i mention im 21 years old? kids are kind of my thing. however im not ready to have my own. i just call everyone else's mine. i wanna move to new york.&& then to cali. i have big dreams. and i just wanna live them. and if i can't. all i wanna do is get high&flyy away. i am the biggest snoop ever. i can find out anything. nothing gets past me. you may think i dont know. but im just playing along. imma sucker for cuddling & holding hands. i want somebody to spend all their time with me. thats how yhu prove yhu really want to be with me in my opinion. making time for someone is the biggest sign that yhu wanna be there. i have a thing for photography. lately ive lost my inspiration. but it'll come back soon. i have faith. i dont go to church as often as i should. but i pray aLLL the time.
i could go on forever. but i doubt anybody will ever read.
this is me.
love me for who i am.
or leave.
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