love is blind.

why don't i have enough strength to completely walk away.

i half step. and act sooo done & thru with it all & gone.

then i creep back to where i was.

i feel like im happy there. even tho it hurts sometimes. reallly bad tho times too.

then those times i hurt. it just feel likes stabbing the same wound after it started to heal.

re-tattooing a tattoo that hasn't healed yet.

painting over a nail that's not dry.

downloading that one song that hasn't left your head in weeks only to find out the it only downloaded half the song...

yea....thats how i feel.

but i keep picking up the phone.

i keep visiting.

i keep talking.

i keep letting him make me smile.

and i feel like maybe. maybe this time it'll be okay.

granted we've only broken up twice.

goddamn im confused as hell.