from here?? ... idk

so where do we go?

i feel lost. the one thing that ive known to always be there for the past 3 years is now gone. my friendship...or should i say the girls i looked at as my sisters. we fell apart.

not gonna get into details but um...

alot of things were said. secrets were kept. lies were told. boys were liked. and somehow. somehow we made all that more important than our friendship. our made up sisterhood.

idk where to go from here. ive talked to all of them and we all have the same conclusion.

we don't know what to do.

i also thought about if we do get thru this. and we become friends again. things will def be different. so whats the point of having it?

i just recently went thru this with me and my boyfriend. there were alot of reasons to leave. and there were alot of reasons to stay. we knew that when we got back together things would be different but it was up to us to make it different for the better. not the worse.

so if me and made got thru. and we're great now. then me and girls can work something out.

the question is. when will we work it out..