random thought.

nobody sits back and remembers the night they got plenty of sleep.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

[i smiled over the weekend]

possessing forgiveness...
such a blessing and a curse. 

with almost every aspect of my life. im burned and i forgive...
but doing unto others isnt helping me cuz people arent treating me how they want to be treated.
ugh. the fam. the boys. the friends. my life...


** random** i miss my youngin...i have this strange feeling hes just always gonna be in my life. somehow. no matter how bad he hurts me. he still manages to wipe those same tears. however. im saying this for the last time: don't ever lie to me. for some reason i keep you around. i listen to you when everybody else is saying not to. so remember that kidd. i know more than you think i know. so just don't lie to me....

anyways. my brain hurts from all the other confusion going on in my life. 
i need to sleep. hopefully that phone call in the morning will make sense of whats going on in my head...

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