random thought.

nobody sits back and remembers the night they got plenty of sleep.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

i need to vent.

but i already did. to my best friend.. 
she told me that i had no reason to actually be mad today....
so i won't even attempt.

instead ill do this:


A
- Age: 21.
- Annoyed by: ignorance. liars. & cheaters.
- Animal: monkeys. & white tigers.

B
- Beer: gross.
- Birthday: 01.02.1988.
- Best Friends: Lindsley. Jasmine. Brittany. Janine. Chavall. & Rahmie. 
[they all serve a completely different purpose & each relationship is different -  they my everything]
- Body Part on opposite sex: Eyes. Smile. Arms. 
- Best feeling in the world: happiness.
- Blind or Deaf: i wear glasses when i drive. or sit in the back of a classroom. & sometimes i can't hear a thing you're saying.
- Best weather: not too hot. not too cold.
- Been on stage: thats where i live. 
- Believe in Magic: when im at disney. sure. lol.
- Believe in Santa: i stopped when i was 8.

C
- Candy: rips. lifesaver gummies. mike&ikes. snickers.
- Color: pink.purple.gold
- Chocolate/Vanilla: both.
- Chinese/Mexican Food: Chinese.
- Cake or pie: cake.
- Continent to visit: Asia
- Cheese: high cholesterol runs in the family. sad.

D
- Day or Night: i love the night time. i can watch the stars.
- Dancing in the rain: the best feeling in the world.

E
- Eyes: dark brown.
- Everyone's got: a brain. but we all don't use it.
- Ever failed a class? oh yea. college ain't easy...

F
- First thoughts waking up: why does he always call me so early? oh well answer it anyways...lol
- Food: Italian all day.

G
- Greatest Fear: rejection. darkness. and being lonely.
- Goals: happiness. & success.
- Gum: orbit.
- Get along with your parents? depends on the day. & time.

H
- Hair Color: brown cinnamon.
- Happy: no but im a little worn out.
- Holiday: my Birthday.
- How do you want to die: don't plan on it.
- Ice Cream: cookies&cream.
- Instrument: piano. & clarinet. loooong time ago.

J
- Jewelry: Gold. no silver. eye catching. people ask me where i get my ish from. so i must be doing something right.
- Job: '0G we da best!' lol. sike naw we're pretty gay.
- Kids: don't have any....funny you ask that tho. 
- Kickboxing or karate: how about tae-bo biish.

L
- Love: been in love since i could remember.
- Poem/Letter: letter.
- Laughed so hard you cried: i try to every day. must stay happy.

M
- Milk flavor: i don't drink milk. just hot chocolate. guess that means chocolate.
- Movies: comedy & romance. talledega nights. step brothers. the notebook. mean girls. the list can go....
- Motion sickness: i went on a cruise and handled it pretty well.
- McD’s or BK: i try to stray away but mickey d's is pretty great.

N
- Number: 2

O
- One wish: to never lose love&happiness. for myself.

P
- Perfect Pizza: pizza hut. extra sauce. wonderful crust...yum
- Pepsi/Coke: coke!
- Piercings: i had 5...but now just 3

Q
- Quail: doug? quailman?

R
- Reason to cry: any & everything that upsets me enough.
- Radio Station: 93.9
- Roll your tongue in a circle: yea i can do that. lol.
- Ring size: im fat. 7

S
- Song: anything that makes me smile
- Salad Dressing: italian
- Sushi: im asain and i don't like it.
- In the shower: sing.
- Strawberries/Blueberries: strawberries in my shakes. blueberries in my waffles.

T
- Tattoos: just 1. plan on 2 more.
- Time for bed: whenever my eyes close.
- Thunderstorms: i think of how my daddy use to sing to me when i was little to make me feel better. the only way i can be okay during a storm is to either be around my daddy or my boo. [no lie]. i cry when i can't be around those 2 during a storm.


U
- Unpredictable: my life.

V
- Vacation spot(s): any beach.

W
- Weakness: giving too many chances. to anybody!
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: Rahmie Rahm Ray & Brittany Lil Bits.
- Who makes you laugh the most: lindsley & brittany.
- Worst feeling: knowing i can't help my mommy & that i can't fight my sister's battles.
-Wanted to be a model: till i realized i was fat. lol
- Worst Weather: sweltering heat.

X
- X-Rays: long time ago when i was in a fire. they had to make sure my lungs were ok. &&&& when i thought i broke my ankle.

Y
-Year it is now: 2009
-Yellow: yellow what? 

Z
- Zoo animal: monkeys.

LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you? the same guy i keep mentioning...&& no we didn't even do anything. hahaha
2. You went to the mall with? brittany.
3. You went to dinner with? a bunch of people for brittany's 21st.
4. You talked to on the phone? same guy....lol
5. Made you laugh? brittany.
6. Hugged you? zach. from work. he's the cutest gay boy ill ever know.
7. Said they loved you? that guy. geeze. can we stop talking about him.
8. Held your hand? my baby cousin.
9. You spoke with? my daddy.
10. You cried over? my sister. i love her tooo much sometimes.
11. Made you shake your head? my boss at work today...ugh he made me want to shoot myself today!!!





anyways that helped me get my mind of some things....lets try to go to sleep now. maybe in the morning ill feel better.

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