♥ differences.

so my bestie has a new boyfriend. hes perfect for her. they're so good together. shes always smiling, always texting or on the phone. how a young new love should be.

so i sit here and watch them interact and miss how me and my boyfriend used to be. and i start to feel bad like theres something wrong with my relationship cuz me and mine don't act the same way anymore.

but i finally realized that me and him got together 2 years ago. we know each other inside && out. we don't talk on the phone that much anymore cuz we feel that we don't have to. we talk most of the time but its just not how it was during our first month like them. i get mad cuz they don't fight and we do, they always talking and we don't. but we've been there already. we're on another level. we're damn near married. we talk everyday, we love each other and thats all should matter. i just need to stop wanting to be like everybody else and appreciate the love and longevitity i have with him in front of me.

"will you love me forever?"
"naw...just until the end of the world"
[yea he loves me alot]