anyways.
ive got a tough decision to make.
as my 3 readers already know. im am not in school. taking a break. not by choice. financial reasons. this is my 3rd semester off. and im dying.
i miss school. alot. i miss waking up. not getting dressed. and going to class. i miss not working. i miss sleeping damn near all day. i miss the parties. i miss the campus life. i miss the FREE GYM. i miss crying cuz i can't finish a paper. i miss partying my life away and getting up an hour later for class. i miss hearing hey girl. i miss being known as the filipino girl on soul. ahhh.
the only way i can return to school is of 2 ways.
1.my mom pay off my debt so i can continue my studies. or possibly recieve my transcripts to transfer.
OR
2.my dad pay for me to go to another school. and i START OVER. as a FRESHMAN!!!
i would love to wait for my mom to take care of my $$$ issues. but its been 3 semesters. a year and a half. im supposed to be graduating this year. but im not!!! ive come to realize that i have no CLUE when that debt will be paid.
so do i just take one for the team. start over and let my dad pay it? with him paying. i will be worry free. and bills will be paid on time. but starting over and going to a new school is the part that gets me.granted im already 2 years behind. i dont wanna be 4 years forreal forreal. i still kinda have to go to graduate school!
ps.... i need a better paying job. i mean i love where i work and all but they are def not paying me enough for everything i go thru. deal with. and do....
crossroads.
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