what do you do when you constantly get mixed signals from the one you care about most?

he says he needs a break. i give him his space. our relationship is now considered 'complicated'. however, nothing really has changed. we still visit each other. we still talk on the phone. HE EVEN TELLS ME HE LOVES ME. so why are we separated? because he likes how he doesn't have to answer to anyone like he has been doing for the past two years......so he says when he's done with this phase he wants us back together. and that he really does love and care about me.

but honestly if you did, we would be together. and then when he really goes thru his 'single life' phases. he can ignore phone calls or txt messages. then call or txt back the next day as if nothing happened.

naw homie. you expect me to wait for you, but you're not doing much to keep me interested here. i love you with all my heart kidd. but um, this is starting to hurt a little too much. wayy more than i expected.

so heres what i've got to say to you:

im not going to wait. but im not going to move on. im going to live my life one day at a time. and if i get over you in the process, then so be it. but if you realize the error of your ways and im still here, then we can try again. 

you say we can get thru anything. these past 2 years have been nothing but strong love, trust, hardwork, and tons of fighting to keep us together. so i guess all i can do is to just live and let go, to see what happens.