dare to be different.

soo.

new me.

so much is crumbling around me. but i can't keep letting it get to me. im slowly killing myself && it took a real bestie to point that out to me. i love her like no other. now, im appreciating things so much more than i did before. im seeing things in new lights, understanding more as i go along.

so right now, all im focused on is getting enough money to do things on my own. i honestly don't know what i want to do. but i do know how i want to end up. so im not a complete lost cause.

i love my boyfriend. we have the perfect understanding of each other. things are going so much better. my bestfriend is my angel. shes always there for me. and my little sister, or should i just say sister. cherish. no words will eVER express how she touches my heart. she looks like me more and more each day. and shes growing up so beautifuly. shes had some mistakes, and im so happy that i was there to help her get back up. nobody was there for me, and im gonna make sure im always there for her. im happy to say she looks up to me. and that only motivates me to make sure i dont fuckk up.n

besides that, im making money. working hard. thinking about my future.
that's all i can do..


[she's still a star.]
[i'm not gone forever.]